Style: Metalcore, grindcore, metal, extreme punk, noise, Converge
Primary Emotions/Themes: Violence, personal experiences, loss
Thoughts: I think Converge was one of my first experiences with truly dissonant music. I was in my early 20's when I first heard of the band and their new album Jane Doe. I knew that a lot of people seemed to be enjoying it, people who's opinions I trusted. So I picked up a copy for myself. I was not ready for Concubine.
Keep in mind the most extreme thing I had heard at this point was black metal. I wasn't too into raw black metal yet and I was mostly into the melodic side of death metal. So when someone said this was extreme, that was my point of reference. I put the CD in and pushed play.
Converge play heavy music. Some people call them punk, others metalcore, others grind. There are many genres that the band has been given over the years. I just call them Converge.
They have a sound that is instantly recognizable as their own. The guitars and drums interact with each other in an entirely unique way. The way the riffs are structured are only attributable to Converge. And then there are the vocals.
Jacob's vocals are among some of the most inhuman shrieks I've ever heard, in any genre. No one else sounds like him, I don't know if anyone else can. He sounds like a cross of a bear, a wolverine and a howling monkey screaming as its leg is trapped in a bear trap - at least that's a starting reference point. In truth there is nothing in nature or humanity that would describe these howls accurately - they just are.
Going back to Concubine and the first time I heard it... the song is 90 seconds long and during the course of that minute and a half I was changed. After a short intro a blast beat comes in with a guitar riff that embodies violence. The riff (if you can call it that) sounds so inhuman, so alien that I couldn't understand what was going on. There was no structure, only noise, only Concubine. The song completely enveloped me and never let go.
I had to stop the album after the first track. I couldn't do it at the time. The music was too much for my young ears. It took me another week before I was ready to try again. I made it through the album, and I while I still did not understand... I wanted to. I was going to beat myself against this tidal wave of dissonance, noise, riffs, and chaos until it made sense. It took me half a year.
After that dissonant music had an appeal to me that it did not before. I still wouldn't be fully on board until many years later when I was introduced to Ulcerate, but this was the start.
The fact that this recording is live vs. the studio album means nothing. They are equally as intense. In some cases the live version is more so... because it means that the band is able to pull this off in a live setting. A seminal moment in extreme music.
Written December 4th 2023