Style: dark ambient
Primary Emotions/Themes: There is an evil in the darkness, one that no one has ever seen, we've only ever seen its effect, and heard it's sounds
Thoughts: Eerie and creepy are word that are arguably overused when it comes to describing dark ambient music. They can be cop outs or generic throw ins instead of digging a little bit deeper to find a more appropriate word for the emotions that the music is emulating. Sometimes though, they are exactly what is needed to describe the music coming out of my speakers... just like Phantasiai is currently.
Phantasiai is eerie. It channels a deep sense of the unknown; we see only glimpses and reflections of the true state of things. Leila has done this expertly here. The album is as much about the notes that are played as well as all of the different elements that are left out. Why is that horn playing such a disjointed melody? Why did it stop mid note? What on earth is going on in the background? What kind of instruments are those? So many unknowns, yet so few answers are ever provided. Eerie.
Phantasiai is creepy. The music grates on me like it's intentionally pulling at the strings in my primal brain. It's inducing a flight or fight mechanism by putting me in unfamiliar situations. It pushes me into uncomfortable places by pushing music into my ears that is foreign and morbid. Creepy.
Leila Abdul-Raul has created not only a fantastic album, but a fantastic experience. One that encourages the listener to dig into the music, one that tries to get the very most out of the engagement with the listener. Not only does it reach deep into the more instict driven parts of the human mind, it entices us by hiding parts of the music from us... obscuring its true nature through the way it's presented and produced. Phantasai is quite simply harrowing.
















































